» Wednesday, December 22, 2004
sac modern dancers. yall are gonna die. i swear yall are. next yr's syf. don't expect too much. you know what, maybe even hope for a friggin cert of participation. YES. this is how much i'm looking down on yall now. come on man. what kind of bullshit is this. 27 ppl in the dance, how many turn up for cca?! 12. TWELVE. that's not even half. tmr's cca xmas party. out of the 30over girls in modern dance now, how many are going?! 10. yes. that's very good.
how committed are all of you? obviously not at all. well i could only say a handful are. from what i have seen, it's terrible. ppl choose to work rather than come for cca. THEY WOULD RATHER EARN CASH THAN CARE MORE FOR THEIR FREAKING EDUCATION. cca points matter. and if yall don't show up for cca, that's it. it's all about the damn attitude of each and everyone of yall. i don't want to name ppl. it's really tempting to but i shall refrain from doing so. ppl who don't even respect the seniors. seniors as in the current sec3s who are moving on to sec4. you all think denise can be pushed around is it? well think again. maybe you all just haven't pushed her to her ultimate limits yet. but yall wait. what about valerie? what about pilar? don't think it's going to be all easy peasy ok. don't think that just because i'm gone, means yall can go mad. i know i yell a lot at you girls, but it's for your own damn good. yall gotta be committed to this cca. because dancing isn't the easiest task around here. when one person is gone, the whole dance is spoilt. it's not easy for ms ong as well. she's probably suffering the most right now. trying to finish up the dance but to no avail cos no one is coming for cca. it's the damn SYF. the one which matters a lot to us because it is a nationwide competition. and we have a standard to keep up with. silver for so many consecutive years. now it's either we still get a silver or improve. but no. i'm seeing us with a COP. that's all.
k know what, i'm just going to shut up now. i'm going to leave things as they are and see what will happen. whatever it is, when i go back to help out for syf camp next year, it's not going to be a very fun time. everyone will hate me. but you know what? i don't care.
» Monday, December 20, 2004
bleah. my hair's not nice. like the texture ain't good. why was i so stubborn. ugh. hate this shit. i want my hair to grow back choppy chop. like NOW. ughhhhhhh. regret sia. gotta do so much shit to make sure my hair stays fine. i hope my hair grows back nice and smooth. -prays real hard-
anyway. shld stop talking about that. went out with sam, ben, shep and tim today. almost died. well sam left us for a while, while we wenta watch ocean's twelve. which is a really good show. =) damn helluva funny. and then later, sam joined us again. was walking around town. buying tim's stuff. buying ben's stuff. seeing shep's stuff. eating. yep. and then like after a while, tim and shep left. so me sam and ben wenta marche. poor tim wanted to come but couldn't. lol. ya so...jalan jalan somemore. until...we met mano and his cousins. and i got bored. so sam saw her dearest beloved BEEP. and wanted to follow him. so we followed him. and left after that. (something like that la ok. we followed then walked back then left) and now i'm home. msging tim. i'm laughing my ass off. tim you are one helluva joker la ok.
oh ya i have to talk about the 'follow the star' concert. absolutely fantastic. i loved 'the dream'. it's my dream now to do that dance!!! ahh. freak sia. and i sneaked backstage during the interval. i miss everyone. i miss dancing. i wanted to dance right there and then with them. sob. gotta wait til next yr. sigh. and i heard ms sharon doesn't like fringe now. screwed. totally screwed. bleah. but nvm. and i'm so totally gonna do hiphop with ms bibiana. i don't care. it's the best thing ever. i swear. ok ya. and then...after the concert we wenta satay club to eat. (to visit ben AND tim) damn funny. ben and his gay boy chef. lol. BABY. anyway yes. so makan and tim finished all our food. carol had a free drink. CAROL. FREE. courtesy of who? i shan't say. and then...3 of us shared a cab home. basket. midnight charge all. and then ya. that was it. i loved the concert. and i have to go back and dance soon cos elise is leaving end of next yr. i'm gonna miss that girl. love her too much. sob.
k i'm tired of typing. bye.
